Sunday, October 14, 2007

Our Little Angel

Last night, at about 1am, our sweet little baby went to be with Jesus.

I had some light blood show up at 7pm with cramping, and we went to the ER to get an ultrasound. In the 7 hour wait, I miscarried our precious little one. I saw it... Yes, there had been just one. An ultrasound confirmed no fetal pole, no yolk sac. My blood HCG beta was already down to 42.

J and I are very sad and mourning our precious child in heaven, who only had a little over 2 weeks on earth in my womb. We don't doubt God, but this hurts all the more for what it took to get here. Pray for us.

33 comments:

Sunny said...

I am so so so sorry. No words can make this better. HUGS!

LJ said...

I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you and your little one today.

Caro said...

I'm so sorry, my thoughts are with you.

Kim said...

I am so sorry, sending you prayers.

Searching said...

Oh, I am SO sorry!! I am so sorry your sweet baby is in heaven and not with you. I'm so sorry you had to go to the ER and that you lost your baby there, in such a public and not comforting place. You have my prayers.

Searching said...

I'm really so upset and crying for you. I wanted this to be the one for you, the perfect boring pregnancy you so desire. It's so very unfair and I'm so so so sorry!

Mommy Someday said...

So sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family.

CAM said...

We are all here for you during this horrible time. I am so sorry for you and your husband.
Wishing you some peace.

Sandra said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Our prayers are with you and J.

andrea_jennine said...

Oh, D... Mourning with you and J...

Samantha said...

Oh, I am so sorry and crying. That's so horrible. My thoughts are with you.

The Town Criers said...

I'm so sorry, sweetie. I'm just so so sorry.

WISHING...HOPING...and PRAYING said...

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. You will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers. I have been reading your blog for awhile and will continue to keep you in my prayers as you continue on your journey to be a mom.

Malky B. said...

so sorry to hear this news. I will keep you in my prayers.

Glenna Marshall said...

Oh, my heart just hurts for you so much! Know that you are in my prayers tonight. May the Lord bring you much comfort.

Anonymous said...

Hi -

I have been following your blog but have not commented before...I also lost our baby last week at 6 weeks...our due date was May 31st. When I saw you were pregnant too I thought it would be fun to track our progress. My husband and I had been trying for 3.5 years!!! My heart grieves with you. I pray the Lord gives you peace and comfort.

Kristen said...

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I am sending you lots of love and I hope peace finds you soon. XOXO

Ms. Infertile said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts.

Shelli said...

I am so very sorry.

Tina said...

I am very sorry... I am thinking of you as you begin to mourn your little one...

FattyPants said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

tubelessstl said...

hugs from an understanding cyber reader

Meghan said...

So so sorry for your loss

lori said...

i am so, so sorry for your loss.

i'm wishing you much peace and healing.

-lori

lori said...

i am so, so sorry for your loss.

i'm wishing you much peace and healing.

-lori

lori said...

i am so, so sorry for your loss.

i'm wishing you much peace and healing.

-lori

orodemniades said...

My condolences on your loss. Take care of yourselves.

Bea said...

I am so sorry. I know that little one was loved, even being so small.

Bea

Trish said...

I'm so sorry for your loss..

Artblog said...

Saying sorry seems so banal, but I cant hug you from over here, sorry!

HUGS

decemberbaby said...

It's an awful experience, and so many have been there. I'm sorry that you're going through this. Lean on your fellow stirrup queens whenever you need to.

Shelby said...

I'm so, so sorry. I'll be thinking about you.

Karen said...

Oh honey, I'm so sorry, and I hope by popping in here so late I'm not reopening a wound... I'm just catching up on blogs and just saw this. I wish this hadn't happened, and I know how horrible this is for you. I'm glad it seems like you're doing okay now, but I know how much it sucks... I've been there. I'm thinking of you and I'll keep you and your husband in my prayers.

Much love,
K