Thursday, September 14, 2006


Well, even though the chances of getting pregnant this month were greatly increased, medically speaking, from my HSG and from the Clomid, God did not choose to allow us to conceive this time.

Even though I had some good reasons to hope, from charting, it wasn't so. I am definitely disappointed, but not despairing. Christ reigns, I have eternal life, and He works all things for good to those who love Him, who are the called according to His purpose. The power of Christ is being formed in me. This is a chance to believe God and trust. How can I pass up so great an opportunity?

I do wish I weren't so alone in this, but God obviously wants me to rely only on Him. We'll just maintain hope and keep praying. And I'd ask the same of my friends. Just think of me and pray, when it's on your hearts.